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Hello
Feel
Free
To
Look
Around.

A lot had happened, but things are simpler... Plans can be made with ease.

Tea-break, lunch break or summer break.
I won't seek death but sometimes i just want to be MIA for a good period of time, but it's not possible at all. So that means i will never be able to face my real emotions. All bottled up in my heart, soon i'll die of heart attack.

if we're good to others, will they be good to us as well?
if they will, then i guess i'm not good enough then.
maybe some of the things that we've done are actually not needed at all?
that's why we feel that we're doing a lot for others but they are not seeing it.

maybe it's the same as seeing an old lady walking near the traffic lights.
you helped her across the road, but what you did is not needed.
cause the next thing she's gonna do is to cross back to the other side.
she didn't even intend to cross the road.

another one.
you see a blindman walking with his stick. you saw a pile of cartons infront of him.
you brought him to a safe place, but actually you've made him lost his way.
because he is used to walking there, the sudden change of direction gave more trouble to him.
if he met the cartons, he'll find his own way perhaps.

I am posting this not because i don't like or hate these people... I am just not feeling ok about it.
Why is it so that i can always include you all into almost everything. As long as the situation/subject/people are linked to you all i can include you people in. But why don't I get it back? What is next time can say, technology isn't there for nothing. Even if next time say, would you all remember. I don't know. Maybe i'm really VERY insignificant. I AM NOT HAPPY!

I don't have to be there with you 24/7.
But i'll definitely be there for you when you need me.

Yesterday, 22nd december 2010
Woke up and had sushi for lunch!!! sushi ehhh. hahaha! It is tang yuan day but i didn't get to eat any this year. No one to prepare for us... After lunch i vacuum and mopped the floor. Went out to meet my dear friends. Met them at marina square for dinner at manhattan fish market. Then we went back to mbs. Lingtong got a hotel room at a lower price. So they booked it and decided to spend a night there. As usual, i didn't get to stay so auntie sent me home.

Oh and i went swimming on tuesday alone... Though i went there alone i enjoyed myself. I swam a bit la. Spend more time looking at others. Looking at how the coach teach their students. New updates, there is no bronze, silver, gold and gold star tests already.. But i think it'll be better if the tests are still available. I saw a few coach teaching lifesaving skills to the students and their like kids only. I guess since there is no tests, the coach could just teach them more skills instead of teaching them to swim faster and better to pass the tests. That's why i think tests are better, it helps the improve their strokes and everything..

Malvina has updated the photos already, here are some. The rest are on facebook. :)

Orange Family!


We are too cool!


Polaroids! :D

Had 2 Christmas Party at mumu's placeeee!
1st party is with poly clique!!

Wonderful dinner prepared by mu's mummy.
Gift exchange and fun games!
Lastly a birthday celebration for nikki and peishan!!! :D

2nd party, with secondary school clique!
Photos not unloaded yet, blame mal mal.

Went out with my cousins...